"I love you Lord, but I want to love you more.
I need you God, but I want to need you more"
-Rend Collective Experiment
That song has been on repeat for me the past two weeks. It is my heart's cry to God.
I am so desperate to love and serve Him more and to have a deeper relationship with HIm.
In the chorus of the song is says, "All that I am is dry bones without You, God, a desert soul."
That line is so true. My life is so empty and dry if God isn't my cornerstone.
So many people have a thirst that they are trying to quench, a void they need to fill.
They try to quench that thirst with drugs, alcohol, and other things that end up leaving them more empty and broken than they were before.
They don't realize that God is the only thing that can fill that void.
People need to know.
Like I've said before, God wants me to spread His living water throughout the nations.
I'm not exactly sure what that looks like yet, but I am going to follow Him.
This life is meaningless if it isn't being lived for the purpose of our beautiful creator.
It would be ridiculous for me to not follow Him.
He has given me a second chance.
He has loved me when I have deserved it the least.
He sent His son to die on the cross for ME.
Jesus died for me, Bayle Harrah.. that's pretty stinking awesome!
My life is His.
These past coule of months have changed me.
They have changed my outlook on life and my outlook on God.
There's nothing He can't do.
I'm excited to see what the next two months hold and what God reveals to me.
I have grown so much already, but God isn't done with me yet, and I am thankful.
Praise be to God, because if He isn't the center, this life of mine is meaningless.
