The Lord has shattered my soul, my world collided with its self and I found myself lost and confused. But the amazing God I serve and find peace in was there, He cradled my weeping spirit and mended it new. I looked to Him for joy, I looked at Him to bring me out of this sadness, and He did!
As I found joy and light again, I also I found myself falling in love. The head over heals, giggle and tell my friends about it, complete happiness and joy kind of love. I am giddy because I know that He loves me more than I can begin to fathom. He literally died so I could live with Him forever, I mean WHO does that?!?! Every time I sin, every time I stray from Him and choose to do what is of this world, He not only takes me back but He runs to me, He welcomes me, He does not ask questions or make me feel inadequate. He just meets me where I am and holds me in His mercy and grace. If thats not true love I don’t know what is.
So yes, its true, I have a crush. I guess its more than a crush. You can say I have fallen in love! I have fallen in love with someone who is perfect, who has patience, who holds my heart, someone who is slow to anger, someone who lets me recover and take shelter in the palm of His hand. I’m in love with the perfect and almighty God! And I have never been happier!!! GOSH, I hope you can feel the fire in my spirt because I am ALIVE in Him!!!!! 😀
Jeremiah 31: 3-4
The Lord said:
“I have loved you, my people, with an everlasting love. With unfailing love I have drawn you to myself. I will rebuild you, my virgin Israel. You will again be happy and dance merrily with your tambourines.”
