hold on to Me as we go;
as we roll down this unfamiliar road.
– said Jesus, through Phillip Phillips, to me.
each day that has passed by since I made the commitment to go on this expedition, I have felt further & further from Him, the One my soul longs for.
however…
I have been comforted by the people I have recently met.. my team.. & other people who have the same desire to see more of Jesus. I have seen brokenness & people who have the same struggles as I do and I am reminded that I am not alone. it's silly, really, how often I forget about God's goodness and just who he is. when I don't "feel" Him, I tend to think that something must be wrong; or more often than not, that I am doing it all wrong. but I hold on to truth, because that's what I have. the truth that nothing that I do will make Him love me more or less. that He loves me as much as he ever will in this moment.. & that's a lot.
I can't explain the amount of peace I have felt since I got here.
ya know.. that peace that surpasses all understanding..
that kind.
oh… it's good.
so yes, Lord; I'll hold on to You as we go.
as we roll down this unfamiliar road.
